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Army veteran, retired, first sergeant, infantry, the round Mitchell.
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Brother Mitchell, are you ready?
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Christian veterans provide face to face place for Christian veterans of color to discuss the challenges you face in your daily lives.
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Well, let me just say thank you so much for taking the time today.
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But let's jump right into it.
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First and foremost, can you tell the audience a little bit about yourself?
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Yes, I can.
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Well, I am a veteran.
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I am a black man.
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I am the man.
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Yes, you are, brother.
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But uh, yes, I have uh I I did right at 30 years military, okay, army, infantry, all the way, airborne, aerossault, all that good stuff.
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Uh I got three kids, three grandkids.
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Um, and you know, right now I'm a hundred percent retired.
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So I do what retired people do and what some of them would like to do.
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Okay, what's that?
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Enjoy.
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All right, right off with no worries, no bills to worry about, no bad kids to worry about, just enjoy stress-free.
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Yeah, all right, I appreciate that.
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So, when you joined the meet the military, why why did you join?
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What was your reason for joining?
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Okay, um, I joined the military because of Gomer Powell.
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What?
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I used to watch Gomer Powell all the time.
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Okay, okay.
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And I said, hell, if Garma Powell can make it, anybody can make it.
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Goma Powell.
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I was 17, I believe.
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Okay.
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Yes, because my mom had to sign for me.
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So I had to be 17.
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So uh, yeah, Gomorpowell made me join the military.
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Watching Gomapell.
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And after that, uh, you know, I will I was already in the process of joining, but to like say, uh put the icing on the cake.
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Uh I went to a funeral, a relative funeral, and you know, just to see that flag, right?
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Okay.
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And how they took the flag off the coffin and they folded it and presented it uh to the spouse.
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And I said to myself, I want that flag.
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You know, and that that was the icing on the cake to go ahead on and join.
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But I never thought about to get that flag, you had to be dead.
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That did not cross my mind until after I was in basic training, and I said, I be damned.
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Okay, well, first of all, uh shout out to Goma Powell for his contribution to your decision.
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Um But yeah, you're right.
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I think a lot of us who join don't don't think about uh the other side, like once you get in and the sacrifice that comes with it.
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Um so I totally understand that.
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Um knowing what you know now, if you had a chance to do it again, would you?
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Yes.
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Okay.
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Uh hell, if I had a chance to do it again, I'd try to do it when I'm 15.
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Okay, why?
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Why 15?
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Man, being a soldier, you ain't gotta worry about this age thing to go in the club and just party.
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You know, that's the advantage a soldier has.
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You know what I'm saying?
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They don't have to wait till they're 21 to drink.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Man, I'd be 15.
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I'd be like, party.
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Okay, okay, you know.
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Hey, you know, you got a point there.
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You you you definitely have a point.
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Um partying and whatnot.
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15.
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Dragon, right?
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You know, hey, whatever's clever, brother.
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Um outside of that, is there any other reason why you would join or or not join?
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Well, um, yeah.
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Um outside of the the party being in the army, now it wasn't all good, but they had some good elements.
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It like made me think a little more mature at an early age.
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You know, it made me be more responsible at an early age.
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So being able to really, you know, think maturely, being responsible, uh it you know, helped me to to uh be able to prepare myself in life as it came along, you know.
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Uh I wasn't struggling to do certain things because of being in the military.
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Uh I didn't make all those kind of bone head decisions that I probably would have made, like my friends that didn't go in made, you know.
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And when you make those bone head decisions, you know, it's it's it's uh repercussion for that, you know.
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So yeah, uh going in the military made me grow up and grow up fast and take life uh a lot more serious.
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Okay, yeah.
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Okay.
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So just along those lines, um if you were to come across a young person today who was thinking about it, would you advise them to go into the military?
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Yes, I would.
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In fact, I had uh I think earlier this year, or maybe last year, I can't quite remember.
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Late last year, if it wasn't earlier this year.
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Uh no, it was this year.
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I talked to two guys.
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Uh one went into the Air Force, and the other one I talked to, he was like, uh nah, the army or the military, man, that's that's the white man army.
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And I was like, okay, you would make a good, good coon for the orange man.
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And he looked at me, I said, because that's what the orange man want, an all-white army.
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I say, now, think about this.
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What would this country be like if the military was all white?
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Hmm.
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Now you you well, what are your thoughts on that?
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What do you what do you think?
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How do you think it would be?
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How how I think it would be?
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Yeah.
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Well, number one, you wouldn't be doing this podcast.
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You be out there in somebody's field.
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So if the military was all white, you don't think I'd be I'd be uh interviewing you today.
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Sir, you be in a field saying, yes a master.
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Yes um.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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All right.
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Well, that's interesting.
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Um so that that individual said no because it's the the white man's army and pretty much decided they weren't gonna go um into that.
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Well, that leads me to my next question.
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So while you were in uh during your military career, did you experience any negativity due to you being a service member of color?
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Yes.
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Hey, you know, a question like that, I would be like, man, do a chicken have lips?
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Doesn't you you tell me you know, yes, uh, you know, well, I'ma put it like this negativity, you know, it's it's an old saying for somebody to win, somebody gotta lose.
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So where there's positivity, I guess there's negativity, you know.
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Some they say that some white man that's supposed to be smart said that, but I think it was an African that said it first.
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Positivity and negativity, you know.
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But uh, yeah, as for the the negativity, you know, negativity for me, the main thing, racism.
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I mean, uh, it was there when I was born, and it'll be there when I die.
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You know, I mean it is what it is, and uh it's sad, but you know, not to get off base, but uh you know, I mean I assume there was a time where there was no racism, but now and during our time, it is and it will be for some time to come.
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But uh yeah, I I face racism was the biggest thing.
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But uh and and and it you know set you back just a little bit, but not enough to be in it, you know, to like destroy you or anything like that, you know, because I always overcame it, uh defeated it, you know, stuff like that.
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So yeah.
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So what year, what year did you go in to give people an idea of what times were like?
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1976.
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76, okay.
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All right, so when you went in, what just one instance of negativity you faced due to your your color um that you can remember?
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Just one uh yeah, you I can say like uh promotion, you know.
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Okay, uh you know, all the from E1, private, to E2, private, so from private to private, that promotion was automatic.
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But from private to PFC, private first class, that wasn't automatic.
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They had to like you know, choose who they wanted to become, you know, to get promoted to private first class.
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And they came down with a list, like we would call it like a dream sheet, and you put a check mark, you know, each each company in the battalion would get X amount of slots.
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You know, if your company got three slots, you had three people you can promote to private first class.
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Well, anyway, I I just knew I was gonna get one of those, and then when I learned that my uh section leader or section sergeant, a staff sergeant, uh a white guy, instead of putting a check mark by my name, he pencil in a white guy name, and this white guy had PCS the unit.
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He left the unit maybe two months earlier.
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So two months earlier, that's mean he already in his new unit, and he penciled in his name.
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So, yeah, that's devastated.
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Man, I want to peel that dude's head.
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I did.
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I mean, I was in Korea, and I thought about it long and hard, long and hard.
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Because in Korea at that time, you can peel some heads, and every now and then, every now and then you get locked up, but not all the time.
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You know, I mean, it was a totally different army then.
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I got you.
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I got you.
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Well, let me ask you this.
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So just playing devil's advocate.
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You said something that made me think about something.
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Do you think it was possible that uh he had, you know, I don't know the exact situation, but had made his decision long before the guy left.
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And perhaps it just took a while for it to catch up to him, even though he had PCS'd already.
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Is it possible, or do you feel like it's no, that was straight racism?
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Well, I'm just by at the time by me knowing how a little bit about just a little bit how the military worked, to me, logic would tell me you don't try to promote a soldier that is not in your unit, and that is not in your understanding, platoon, not in your squad.
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If you could promote somebody, it should be the one that is in your squad, which was me, me yeah.
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You know, so when he chose not to promote me why, I'm like, okay, maybe I need to be a dirt bag, you know.
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I feel you.
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I feel you.
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Well, let me just toss this out to you, you know, chew on this for a little bit.
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I I bring it up because you just reminded me of something.
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Because I was stationed in Korea as well, as an E2, right?
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That was an E2.
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Um, it was my first duty station.
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So you know how you come out of basic, you get your E2 right away, right?
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So yeah, so I I got my my E2 while I was over there, did a year, came back, went straight to Desert Storm.
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Um maybe after 30 days, right?
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Came back, 30 days, kicked it for a while, and all of a sudden we on a plane to the desert.
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I didn't have time to, you know, think about anything.
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But two so that would have been two months, right?
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So two months after I left Korea, we're in Saudi Arabia.
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In formation, they call me up and they pin PFC on me, E3.
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Come to find out the orders were signed by my lieutenant back in Korea, a white guy.
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So it went like what you just said in reverse.
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A white guy did it for me.
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I don't think it had anything to do with race or anything, but I think what happened was right before I left, I got really into um PT.
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And this lieutenant happened to be an avid runner.
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And so when we would do P.T., he would just take off running.
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And one day, me and this other guy decided to keep up with him.
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And he, boy, he tried to bust our heart.
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I mean, this this white dude was running.
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And when we were done, we made it with him.
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I didn't make it in front of him, but I made it with him.
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And from that point forward, like I he never even spoke to me again.
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But I think that had something to do with you know, him promoting me and the other guy who went to a different place.
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So I'm just saying it could be.
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No.
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I mean No, no, it could not be.
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No, okay.
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Oh, okay.
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Okay, right on too much.
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I'm just telling you my experience.
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That's what happened.
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I mean, which is which was good, which was good, which was good, and and and that's fine.
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But again, the guy been gone for two months, and you got you, soldiers under you, and you know that they you know, they're trying to be good soldiers because they want to get promoted and move up like everybody else.
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You know, I mean, you know, if if he couldn't get that guy promoted before he left, then that's a lick on him.
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Yeah, you know, I mean, at that time, promotion came around.
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I I mean, I don't remember how often promotion came around, but it did come around.
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And uh, so you know, nah, I mean, nah.
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I got you.
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I got you.
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It just, you know, for me, it's I guess I just looked up.
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I looked at it.
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You know, you you just then you know the the climate was probably different, you know.
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I'm sure.
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Because for me, yeah, when I first went in, we had a lot of a lot of Vietnam veterans.
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A lot of okay, you know.
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So, you know, I went in 76, Vietnam, what they pulled the last people out in 74, I believe.
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So you had, and you know, I mean, in the 70s, you know, the the racial tension was different than Western.
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So yeah, it's it's slightly different.
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I get it.
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He knew what Red.
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I totally get it.
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I I he knew, he knew.
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I think I got you, man.
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I don't discount that at all.
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That was a different uh time.
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Um, so I get that.
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So looking back to the day you left the military now, after doing all those years, um, and now you're a veteran of color, what advice would you give your younger self about how society is going to treat you as a Christian veteran of color?
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Well, advice I give myself, my younger self.
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Younger.
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You are black now.
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You go be black later.
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You have that military uniform on, you're a black man.
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You have the uniform off, you're a black man.
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So you go be black.
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Period.
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So as as long as you are aware of your blackness, then you can navigate through society, through life, and all that, you know.
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Uh you runs into difficulty or heartbreak when you forget about your blackness.
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Sometimes, an example, you can do that interracial marriages.
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And you say, Okay, man, I'm marrying to the white.
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No more.
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Tell you F up.
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Then you find out, oh yeah, you black.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Oh yeah.
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So, you know, I mean, and that's what I tell my younger self, you know.
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I mean, there's there's gonna be time even in jobs in the civilian world, sometimes in the military too.
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Sometimes you will feel that you gotta do just a little bit more than that gray man, you know.
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Just a little bit more.
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It shouldn't be like that, but it is what it is.
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I got you.
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I got you.
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So let me ask you this along those same lines that you're talking about, being a veteran of color, a black man, but also being a believer, has that caused you any difficulty?
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Right?
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It's it's one thing to navigate having, you know, just based on your race, but also being a believer sometimes can bring negativity.